Tiny drips of moisture
Attack my arms
Always growing
I love these charms
I am the grass
Below your feet
I starve the soil
I bring defeat
Give me your secrets
I will keep them
All your bloody wars
I've stolen your men
I gobbled up your daddy
Your mommy too
And someday soon
I will gobble up you
Shimmer like the moon
That sways overhead
So beautifully set
In your twilight bed
Swinging down
To love me all more
A sparkling silver
Which I adore
The pools of light
Hidden in your eyes
Away from light
Yet never lies
Kiss me again
In your radiant glow
Fill me with things
I'm longing to know
Hold me once more
In your rapture of love
Softly, delicately
Arms from above
When the darkness
comes to call
It soothes my mind
drowns my soul
The old familiar
songs I hear
the sad and distant
chimes of fear
Of the neverending
pangs of lonliness
Seething sorrows
of the black abyss
It's come again
to take my soul
It's here again
I lack control
There's no escape
I cannot run
Where would I go?
There is no one
No one to touch
No place called home
No one to hear my cries
I suffer alone
Day in
day out
The demons come
they come to play
To torment me
steal hope away
But death won't come
and steal me away
Death won't come
and heal my pain
In solemn night 'neath shadowed veil
she stands beneath the moon so pale
Basking in its soft embrace
whilst wind whispers 'cross her face
Soft and light its secrets store
leaving her longing for so much more
Freedom locked from deep inside
releases here from its great hide
In the breeze she tastes its kiss
and all that night doth promise
A refuge from an angry world
a solice for one lone girl
Tender and sweet the wind it sings
reminding her of simple things
She and the night become like one
earth and soul in sweet union
She feels the dew beneath her feet
"Oh sacred refuge not retreat!"
But las she knows that day is nigh
and
Sifting and turning
I waited in the shadows
Burning my light
for all to see
and see they did
but not the real me
They saw what they wanted
saw what they needed
saw only the good, the light
Refusing to see the darkness
hiding inside
Pressing back my true identity
I bided, giving what I could
Living only to please
Everyone but me
Then like a heavens ray
he came and shined upon me
Enveloping me
setting me free
Filling me with hope anew
with a love, a peace
I never knew
And in the darkness
I bide no more
For in the shadows he frees me
My amore
(Evimalynne)
Emptiness churning
deep within my soul
Lonliness in rapture
I'm losing control
No stable ground
to fall upon
No place to
call my home
I wander
like a nomad
Into the wind
Alone
No other shall
share this pain
No other shall
feel my shame
Apart from the rest
I struggle on
Standing on
the outside
Where have they
all gone?
No roots
no bars
no ties to hold me here
I lie in wait
alone again
In solice
and in fear
Run away
into the night
Flee from their
commitments
Leave me lying here
broken
Shattered
Ripped apart
with no kin
to light the path
I realize in the darkness
No family have
I left...
As I sit alone
and cold
before my eyes
my sorry life unfolds
The pain that creeps
inside my soul
fills my lungs
it won't let go
My heart an
empty shallow grave
No room for love
only shame
Without your love
my heart is dead
Nothing here
no spirit left
I lay naked
beat and starved
No safe haven
trapped by bars
That are of
my own design
A prison
Of my own mind
With no soul
with no peace
I lie and wait
for death's reprieve
Wrapped in a veil of illusions
swallowed up by fear
her retched heart is empty
yet she smiles behind those tears
Once again she dons that happy mask
that simple facade she always wears
So no one will know
so they won't see just what she bears
Tattered and tortured
she cries through the night
Silently sifting through memories past
no end, no aquittal
no relief in sight
She is what they want
she is just what they need
No time for herself
No time for her own greed.
Blanketed pain swelling within
she fakes through each day
They will not see the blatant truth
they shall never see where she has been.
Beat her, rape her
shove h
I believed in you so foolishly
so blind was I by your empty words
This heart is severed beyond belief
nothing can describe this hurt
This heart you held
in the palm of your hand
This life I gave you
praying you'd understand
A promise of a life-long love
so caring and sweet
You seemed like
you were sent from heaven above
Now I shift here in the sands of time
I walk alone
without rythm or rhyme
This broken vessel unable to tredge on
a thousand words could never mend
the pain left now that you're gone
I don't update often, but occasionally I post new things when the mood hits me. I don't have a style, I just make whatever comes to mind at the time. I am, however, obsessed with angels, so I make alot of those. ^.^
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Brushes I Use-
1greeneye
ash and manda
aurora brushes
beautiful sin
brushes by robin
buck-off.com
colour dreams
darian web design
fleur brush
flowers in a whisper
fragile decay brushes
h8machine (https://www.deviantart.com/h8machine)
inxplicable design
jenn sanity
luxbella (https://www.deviantart.com/luxbella)
miaka-stock (https://www.deviantart.com/miaka-stock)
nocturnal dream
notoriously anonymous
pureanodyne
quack brushes
simply brush
spy-glass
studio911
time on my hands
velvet skies
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It's been a long while since I actually posted an update in here. o.o I've been painting some, as you can see by my latest deviation. I'm still not that great at it, I have a tendency to be stingy with the paint lol. It's been fun though and very relaxing so I'm happy.
For anyone who likes old ships, be sure and check out my stock account. I posted some pics that were taken last week during the 2005 sea trials for this historic ship we have here. My husband works on the crew and got to sail her 3 times out in the open sea. Soooo jealous hehe. I posted a pic of him working the sails in my scraps, so check that out too if you want. Seeing the